Sunday, March 3, 2019

Be Ready! oh ME....

Be Ready! Oh Me... To be whisked away by your Lord....

Cloth in the silks of His Names...
Adorn in the fragrance of His Remembrance...
Wear the dark kohl of Self Knowledge in your eyes...
Wear the dangling earrings that whisper His secrets  in your ears...
Wear the kumkum of His belonging on your forehead...
Wear the bangles of His affection on your wrist...
Wear the chain that binds only to His heart on your neck..
Wear the anklets of Grace on your feet...
From head to toe ...belong to Him...and only to Him...
Know that He will come...
Yes...He Will...
Be certain..oh Me...that You belong to Him and only to Him...
Be ready..oh Me! To be whisked away to your Lord...

Saturday, March 2, 2019

Purposelessly...

Like a dry leaf carried away by the wind....
I fly... Purposelessly....

Like the water meandering its course...
I flow... Purposelessly

Like the forest fire which spreads in the wild..
I burn... Purposelessly...

Like a new born oblivious to the world..
I exist.. Purposelessly...

Forgetting all ... Only knowing my inner Presence....I Love...
Purposelessly.....

Friday, February 3, 2017

Surrender

I travel the meandering paths...
And reach the threshold...
I stare at the vast expanse ahead
I am fully absorbed..
I behold!

My journey is incomplete...
I look up for help...
I am clueless of the path ahead...
No maps to refer...
I am by myself!

I see within...
My flaws... Umpteen
They pull me down and blur my scene...
I try harder to stand up tall..
But the whispers in my head...
Warn my downfall!

I look up high then close my eyes...
I look within and let out my cry!

With all my flaws..
And my numerous thoughts...
With all my fears...
My ego.. my doubts.. I have lots!

I just SURRENDER....
SURRENDER to the Lord Supreme..
I Hope He listens to my soul's Scream
And pulls me up to my Life's Ultimate Dream!!!

Monday, January 30, 2017

This , that or the other?

What is real?
This, That or the Other?
In this I am awake
In that I dream
The other is Absolute
What is real?
This , That or the Other?

Being in This, I drift to That
Engrossed in That, I am Pulled down to This
All in the search...
In the search of the Other..
What is real?
This , That or the Other?

Being in This, I enjoy the That,
When in That, I erase my This
All in the search...
In the search of the Other..
What is real?
This , That or Other?

Why bother, why define?
Why comprehend.. This, That or the Other?
Stop your search...
Be in This.. That .. And know..
You are in the Other
All are real... This That and the Other!


Sunday, December 11, 2016

His Menthol Magic!

He left a huge Menthol in my head...
I can feel its fumes...
I can feel its cold...
Oh My! He left a huge menthol in my head!

His Menthol Magic is on...
Its on... its on... Its on...
Every second, every moment..
Through day and night its on...
His Menthol Magic is on...

I cook, i dance, I teach , I walk...
Still...
His Menthol Magic is on...
I clean, I watch, I read, I love...
Still..
His Menthol Magic is on...

These vapours, these fumes, this cool magic would stop....
I Know!
Yes, I do know!
But till it lasts..
Its Magic time..
Menthol Magic..
His Divine Chime!

Saturday, December 10, 2016

I venture on my Journey!

Closing the windows and locking the doors...
I venture on my journey!
Slowly Steadily, without any baggage..
I venture n my journey!


I meet my pals.. who wave and smile
I still venture on my journey..
I smile at them and wave good bye
And venture on my journey!

Some hold me back, some prick my back...
Still I venture on my journey..
Some slow me down with vain complaints
Still I venture on my journey!

The path unfolds, with gifts umpteen..
As I venture on my journey
They transform me.. they transport me
As I venture on my journey...

I am on.. I am on.. I am still on..
In that blissful journey
Alone.. not lonely.. But Blissfully lone...
I venture on my journey...!

Tuesday, November 22, 2016

Don't be so Proud!

Hey You!, Don't be so proud..
Don't think you have tasted the nectar...
What you tasted is just the starter..
Before the Main course...
So don't be so proud...!

The lapse between the starter and the Nectar...
Is not gonna be smooth..
So, Hey you! don't be so proud!

The occasional ripples on your waters calm!
Can leave you astray or in a storm...
The tides that dance, ebb and fall..
Can tear you apart, can let you fall...
So hey You!, don't be so proud!

With each passing wave..
With passing ripple...
Just stay...
Be Aware...
Tell yourself.. Your Nectar sweet,
Is not that far away...
But Hey You!, Don't Be so proud!


Thursday, November 17, 2016

A perception!!!

To this world..., I am Many!
Each perceive me as a reflection of their own perception...
To one I am Compassionate
To the other Worldly
To another a Lover
To yet other a Mother...
My roles.. Shift and Change
I live in the perception of the Perceiver....
To this world.. I am Many!!!

But who am I .. Underneath all Perceptions?
Who am I?
My nature, My role, the concept of Me...
Is ever changing and Passing..
But who am I ? Underneath all the perceptions...
Who am I?

I am a Perception...
A manifestation of the Absolute...
I am the perception of the Absolute
Just a Perception...A mere Perception ... HIS Divine perception!

Tuesday, November 15, 2016

Just Love!

Desire to hold on Hurts..
Not True Love...
Desire to own Hurts...
Not True Love..
Desire to conquer Hurts...
Not True Love...


Fear of Losing Hurts...
Not True Love...
Fear of Loneliness Hurts...
Not True Love...

When you recognise You
Why Desire or Fear?
When you relate to You,
Why Desire or Fear?

You are pure Love...
Which embraces your Inner Spaciousness


Love knows no Desire or Fear,
Desire and Fear Hurts...
Not True Love...

Desire No More...
Fear, No More...
Just Love...

Saturday, November 12, 2016

I wait...

I wait... wait for the next...
Knowing fully well, I am here and now
I wait... Wait for the next...

What is this next? I ask...
I shudder from within...
Not knowing what...
Still...
I wait... wait for the next...

I pull myself together... and just sit..
Just be in the here and now...
But still... 
I wait... Wait for the next...

This wait has been on for long I know...
Beyond this Life...
How long will this wait go on...?
Not knowing still...
I wait ... Wait for the Next...

Have I lost myself in this Wait?
I know not..
Will I find myself in the beyond...?
I know not...
Still...
I wait... Wait for the next...

This wait defines me now.. 
I love that Angst...
I wait in the here and now...
Not knowing for what... For whom...
Still ...
I wait... Wait for the Next...


Friday, September 16, 2016

Hmm... hmm.. Don't Run Away!!!

Let Go... They Say !
Ignore ... They say!
Just forget and move on ... They say

Hmm hmm hmm...

I tell myself..
Let go, Ignore, forget!!
But...
It lingers...


Hmm Hmm Hmm..
What is it  that lingers???
A void... a vacuum... an emptiness...a nothingness!
That leaves me Bland!


Hmm Hmm Hmm...
Don't run away..
Be with It.. that void..
This nothingness has not come to stay!
Its just Life's little Play,
Its just a Visitor, a guest, for a day;
Or may be two...
You are the Host... So just BE..
Don't Run Away!!!

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

Freedom of Bondage!!!

Krishna my love, eternally etched in my heart...
In our bond, I find freedom...

Kahna, my mate, forever haunting my thoughts...
In our dreams, I taste Reality!

Kanaiyya, my shadow, One beyond Reason..
In our dance, I experience Truth

I am your Radhe!... eternally etched in your heart!
I am your Radhe! yearning for her mate,
I am your Radhe! your faithful shadow.

Let our eyes meet... our souls speak..
To drench in the Freedom of Bondage!

Free me from the fetters of  so-called Reality
To drench in the Freedom of Bondage

Free me from the clutches of name, fame and tainted dreams..
To drench in the freedom of bondage

Save me from fake smiles, small talk, drama of life...
To drench in the freedom of bondage!

Be born again in my heart, in my thoughts, in my dreams...
So that I can drench in the Freedom of Bondage!!!

Saturday, July 30, 2016

Ultimate Medication!!!

JUST BE... Without Confrontation
JUST SEE ... Without Interpretation
JUST LOVE... Without Justification
JUST LAUGH...Without Saturation
JUST CRY... Without Clarification

JUST RELAX... With Reflection
JUST SLEEP.. With Satisfaction
JUST EAT... With Satiation
JUST DANCE... With Elation

JUST BE.. . Its Meditation..
Its my Soul's Ultimate Medication!!!


Monday, July 25, 2016

Pause awhile and look within!

When thoughts throng your brain and leave you breathless...
When your heart and pulse rate ascends aimless...
When you hear your heart throbs in your brain..
When you feel your emotions erupt and drain..
When you gulp and feel the pain in your throat...
When your eyes look listless and your feelings bloat..
When you feel left out, behind the crowd...
When your eyes water non stop without doubt...

Pause awhile... and look within... and look beyond till you hear no more...

Pause awhile.. and look within... and look inwards till you feel no more...

Wash out your thoughts... empty your mind...

Befriend yourself... And know that you are never Alone!

Monday, July 4, 2016

Is it wrong to Dream?

"Is it wrong to dream?
Is it wrong to be free?Is it wrong to dream of freedom ?
I ask Thee!!!

I love to dream of freedom...
Freedom to be free from bonds of so-called Love!
Freedom to be free from all false hopes and promises,
Freedom to be ME,
Freedom to be in Glee,
Freedom to soar up high and fly
Freedom to let go and cry!!!


Is it wrong to dream?
Is it wrong to be free?
Is it wrong to dream of freedom?
I gently as Thee!!!

Friday, June 24, 2016

40...Is not just a number!!!

It is 24th June once again and I complete 40 years…. There are umpteen things I am grateful for!!!, for what life has offered me. Jotting down 40 thoughts that just came spontaneously, for which am ever grateful!!!
  • 1.       My loving parents- who make me feel secure
  • 2.       My life partner- who makes me feel special
  • 3.       My first born- who makes me feel blessed
  • 4.       My younger son- who makes me feel loved
  • 5.       My brother- who makes me feel proud
  • 6.       My best friend- who makes me feel myself
  • 7.       Friends in my growing up years- who were reflection of my own self
  • 8.       Friends from around the world- who added more colour and meaning to my life
  • 9.       My cousins and relatives – who teach be the value of family bonding
  • 10.   My girls at Udavum karangal- who teach me the power of touch and the necessity to express
  • 11.   Books- they speak my own thoughts and teach me life lessons
  • 12.   Music-  takes me places
  • 13.   Travel-gives me taste of freedom
  • 14.   Forgiveness-  helps me let go and embrace freedom
  • 15.   Driving- which instills in me a sense of direction
  • 16.   Dance- takes me one step closer to myself
  • 17.   Yoga- an answer to many questions
  • 18.   Moments of silence, reflection, introspection
  • 19.   Elation I experience from creative ideas and choreographies
  • 20.   Hot food on my table after an exhaustive day
  • 21.   Foot massage after a day of hard work
  • 22.   A pat, a hug and a cuddle from a loved one
  • 23.   My teachers from my kindergarten to today who are forever giving
  • 24.   People who help me clean my home, my car and workplace- they make me a better person
  • 25.   All my students who look up to me- they add purpose to my life
  • 26.   My phone – which is an extension of my hand today
  • 27.   Poetry- which are spontaneous expressions of my soul
  • 28.   My institution- which is my charging station
  • 29.   Dairy milk fruit and nut- after lunch… yum!!!
  • 30.   Early mornings before anyone is up—it’s my me time
  • 31.   AC in hot Chennai summers
  • 32.   Unrestricted laughter and freedom I relish with a few
  • 33.   Acts of kindness
  • 34.   Smiles from strangers
  • 35.   Sudden drizzles and walk in the rain
  • 36.   My dancing bells
  • 37.   My fingers on the strings of the veena
  • 38.   Sunrise and chirping of birds
  • 39.   Starry nights
  • 40.   My spirit of youth


Thursday, June 16, 2016

Mythri Memories!


We meet and befriend many people on our life’s journey.  We make deep connections with many who just come and go after teaching us important life lessons. Every connection we make helps us evolve into better individuals. There are some connections we make with certain people at a deeper level. Such connections are made at moments, which cannot be defined or put to words… they are felt.
I am indeed blessed to have such a beautiful connection with a friend. This deep connection occurred after 7 years of friendship, at a blessed moment. This connection deepened after a retreat which helped us connect with oneself and with each other.

We went for a retreat at Pyramid Valley, peaceful, positive, picturesque and placed in the lap of nature.  It was a 4-day retreat from 11th to 14th June. Just to keep a few of these moments alive, here I make memories…by jotting down few of those precious moments.
We were like two carefree souls, on an unplanned journey. We reached Bangalore after a train journey. We just knew the address of the place which was around 40 km away from the railway station. It was drizzling when we reached. It was nice and cool. We walked across to the Majestic bus depot and tried to spot a bus which would take us to our destination. As there was no direct bus. One helpful person who understood our plight helped us into a bus which took us midway. Then we took a shared tempo which dropped us at a main junction which was 2 km away from the pyramid valley. It was 2 in the afternoon, and we were now two hungry and happy souls. There were no vehicles to transport us to Pyramid Valley and so we decided to walk, hoping for a lift. He heard the prayers of two hungry souls and there came a tractor which offered to take us to Pyramid Valley. Excited we jumped on the tractor, alongside the driver and thoroughly enjoyed the bumpy ride. We felt as if we had gone back in time... we were two happy kids.



Pyramid valley was inviting... it was green all round, and meditative music was heard in the air accompanied by the chirps of birds and chitter-chatter of insects. The incessant rain which followed completed the orchestra. We checked into our room, which was our home for the next four days.


We met Master Per who was our guide. His deep eyes spoke volumes, and he bend down to shake hands with each of us greeting and inviting us. His handshake was electrifying and an energy just passed as he looked into our eyes.






The sessions were spaced out in such a way, that it allowed us good time to relax. We connected with ourselves, with nature, with all the flora and fauna around. There were deep conversations, childlike giggles, uninterrupted laughter, taste of unrestricted freedom.  We walked in pouring rain, ran on the untarred roads, danced and sang. We spoke without thinking, and listened without speaking, cried without knowing and laughed out roaring…We meditated in the huge Pyramid, walked to the village temple, tasted oneness in thoughts, words and deeds. Our silences spoke volumes, our smiles bridged gaps in our souls, clasped hands cemented our bond and we knew for sure that we came from the same source… and we were two sides of the same coin. Duality was erased...



After 4 days as the retreat ended, we were to embrace our daily routine again. Before going to our home, we met a few friends, who taught us lessons on joy of giving and joy of loving. It was a trip to remember, a trip which made
us close and opened our hearts.

Sunday, June 5, 2016

Light a lamp in your heart!!!

Light a lamp in your heart...
And let it Ever Glow!!!

Light a Lamp in your heart...
And never let it blow!!!

Suffice it with oil...
Oil of warmth and love!!!

Feed it with your spontaneous thoughts...
And Surrender to the Divine Love!!!

Friday, June 3, 2016

Smile with your Soul!!!!

Till the other day, I knew that your Smile will enhance your personality.. It is the best ornament you can wear. It is free...!!!

Then yesterday, I learnt to smile with my heart!  Definition of my smile change. It was not just an ornament you wear!, it was your inner reflection!.. Your smile defined you and your relationship with the world. 

Today, I learnt to smile with my soul... and I was once again forced to redefine the definition of Smile.Smile was not just an ornament, it was not just a reflection of your character, .. it was just You!!!It defined a connection with yourself and with the Supreme. Your smile was your freedom..

My various degrees of smiles also helped me place people whom I came across as just a Passerby,  a good friend ... or my kindred spirit !!!

Sunday, May 8, 2016

I am a spider...

I am a spider dangling happily in my web above,
My we carved out from those fluids called Love,
I just dangle there spreading my web above,
 Relishing all that HE gives and
Spreading my Vibes of Love...