Sunday, May 8, 2016

I am a spider...

I am a spider dangling happily in my web above,
My we carved out from those fluids called Love,
I just dangle there spreading my web above,
 Relishing all that HE gives and
Spreading my Vibes of Love...

My precious Gem!!!

He gave me a gem, a very precious gem..
 He told me, "Keep it safe..., Its for you , especially for you,
Wear it around your neck, it will glow up your face,
Wear it on your finger, it will fill you with grace,
Wear it on your forehead, you will no more have to dread
Wear it in your heart, it will brighten all Instead"

That gem did its Magic... It glowed up,
My heart, my life and others too..

Then something felt amiss, I knew not what,
Yes, the gem! My precious gem! Oh My! It is lost...

I cant remember when I misplaced my gem...Or lost it God knows where...
I retrieved into my very own den.. 
It was dark, gloomy wet around..
I knew not where to go..
I only knew to cry instead and pray to rid  my woe...

He heard my prayers and came to me, with that very precious gem,
And told me, "Keep it safe! its for you especially for you..."

I did not dare to touch that gem, in that dread, and fear of loss...
I wiped my tears and sobbed to Him,
"Come In Lord, Into my heart,
Sit there forever with that glowing gem...
I dare not touch it now...
Its safe with you.. and I feel safe
When you will rule my heart..."

Saturday, May 7, 2016


"Make every experience , an impression
Make every impression, a lesson
Make every lesson, a vision
Make every vision, a prayer
Make every prayer, a purpose
Make every purpose, your  love
Make your love, your purpose, your prayer, your vision, your lesson, your impression , your experience... surrender to that Primordial Power...
And just let every petal in your heart flower!!!

Sunday, April 24, 2016

Wish I could Tell You!!!

Wish I could tell you ... how I have taken off!!!
Taken off from the earthly sphere .. to drench in the Divine...

Wish I could tell you... how my heart feels enlarged..
Large enough to accommodate the Blissful other World!!!

Wish i could tell you... why I blush now and then...
My face mirrors my thoughts, which gushes out at your thought!!!

Wish I could hold you tight... and take you along in this beautiful voyage called Life..
For I dont want to be alone anymore! when I finally disappear fully into that Divine Light!!!

Tuesday, April 19, 2016

My flowering heart! ... Dedicated to my soul sister!!!

Little by Little.. The petals open...
Slowly steadily... spreading its fragrance
Fragrance of Love and friendship!!!

The petals zoom out large filling up the whole space...
In my heart! yes in my little heart!

I know not to breath,
I know not to smile,
I know only love and friendship!!!

I tasted that joy! I felt that love...
When our Souls met and embraced...
With blessings from above"

Thursday, February 25, 2016


For the past two days I have been watching two cockroaches peeping out from below the sink in my kitchen and beneath the washbasin in my bathroom. But any move from my side and they vanish. I have never been using insect repellents like Hit as I came to know that they not only harm cockroaches, but also the ants that feed on them and it is also harmful to the environment. Broomstick was my weapon.
Yesterday, my ten-year-old son came running from the bathroom at the sight of a cockroach. Arming my weapon, I was on my quest for the little trouble maker and finally spotting him, I targeted by weapon just on time for the little creature to be left motionless. Feeling happy to have finally waved goodbye to the cockroach I went on to prepare hot dosas for dinner.
My son was sitting with the plate of hot dosa and sambar with intense pain on his face. When I went near and patted him he just burst out with incessant sobs. I was clueless, on what had gone wrong.
 Then in between his sobs he announced, “I don’t want dinner!”
 I sat next to him, held him close and ask him what happened. With even louder sobs, he said I can feel the pain of that cockroach, Amma!”
It took a while for me to pacify him with reasons like the diseases the cockroaches might spread and if I had not hit it on time the number of coackroaches should have increased…. All the while I had started feeling guilty.
 I could then see my little one offering prayers for the departed soul … I too sat down before the altar asked forgiveness for my act and prayed for the soul of the cockroach!
 I saw and felt compassion in the tears of my little one.

 When he snuggled close to me at night and dozed off to sleep with an empty stomach I felt a lump in my throat, drops of tears, trickled down my eyes, and I felt blessed…

Wednesday, January 6, 2016

Will "IT" pass???

I waited for “it” to pass…! A strange feeling that had crept inside during the recent floods…!  
A feeling born out of the face to face dialogue with bitter truths about life which had directly or indirectly affected us. 
The permanence of change, the uncertainty of the so-called reality, the fakeness of put on smiles… all these and a lot more made me realize the Shakespearean words, “all worlds a stage, all men and women merely players…”

I was not a direct victim of the flood, but in many ways I have not escaped it;
 I am in many ways a flood victim…A flood victim with a dry home, a safe roof, a loving family, and enough supplies…but still a flood victim.
 I am still waiting for “it” to pass…! Unable to decipher what that “it” is.

Opening my heart and hearth for the flood victims has made me one among them…! 
“It” has urged me to raise many life questions…Questions on what has to stay, what has to pass, what has to be valued and what has to be ignored! 
My answers to these and many more are evolving with each passing day!

Life is moving on… Schools offices resumed! I even gave two performances, my Center is back on track…
But inside I am still the flood victim who is waiting for “it” to pass…

 Will "IT" pass???